I told the doctor/reg in the hospital on wednesday that I had checked with the nurse and my husband was still on dex (the day before i visited the hospital and spoke to the reg and he told me "A" was off dex for two weeks and was on nothing that would interfer with has mental state)I am speaking to my GP,family and "A" sister who lives in america and they all feel that there is nothing I can do now .Because he is sick and just finished this terrible treatment and still in hospital and telling no one what he is up to (I didnot know he was let out of hospital at weekends as friday night he leaves the hospital and meets up with his frends and the last two saturdays he has come home for an hour and arranged to meet kids in bar to watch match etc .its just when i saw him taking his food for the tube last saturday that i thought and asked him if he was out for the night and he would not answer)my son who is home on thursday hopefully will be able to find out what his plans are.he is not well enought now I think to have a rational converstion with and in his mind he is right and doing the best thing for his recovery.There must be someone out there who allso went of the railon dex? or one of the meds they were given .
i will phone the hospital and check if he is there ,he does not answer my text or emails,and as I said he has not mentioned any of this to anyone.
Sorry about the capitals I thought it would be easer to read.When I type in this box how do i make the box the size of the full scream so I can see what I am typing.


age 50,dx march 2012,tx start 16th may,rads 34 imrt,chemo 7,no surgery.HPV ?.stg 4 BOT plus 1 sliva gland and toncil,casual drinker,smoked 19yrs ago but had odd cig.cycles approx 10ks 5 days wk.