Hey hon... I was going to Facebook you tonight. I know you're scared - maybe ask the dr. For some anxiety meds? I know it's hard not to think negatively because it's been a long haul, and you've had a few curve balls thrown at you but you are a fighter. Worrying is doing nothing for you but sending your strength, power, and energy out into the universe. Try to focus on other things, read a book, redirect your thoughs, draw, paint, do anything but don't think about your fear, or the outcome. This just drains you. You are doing what you can to fight this. You have to accept that. Take care of yourself, love yourself, and believe that you will get better. I know you're anxious the unknown does that to people. I don't know what will happen tomorrow, none of us do. You just have to get through today - find some joy in it. Even if you feel crappy. A small spark will help. Redirect your thoughts when the anxiety starts to creep in.

Hugs!!! We're all here to help and support you!