Don't feel bad about hijakcing my thread. If that is the worst that is done, so be it. I am actually doing a little better emotionally right now. I felt really good this past weekend, and was doing well up until today. I can not wait for the weekend to get another little bit of a break. I do know everyone's experience is different. When I was talking about it hitting me, I was talking about the emotions of having cancer, not the treatment itself.