You guys are always awesome. I know that it is just a short time in all life. The past few days I did have a positive attitude, but today has not been one of those days. I will joining my family for dinner and will make myself eat, but I do not want to get out of bed. Did any of you have to take antidepressants? I often think about asking the Dr. for them, but I am already taking so much meds that I hate to get more. I know that I can vent here and you all know what I am going through because you have been there. Thanks.