Angelia

Welcome to the early early early bird club. I had almost forgotten how I would wake up every night during TX between 1 or 4 am to take more Pain medicine. Even after TX, rather than toss & turn in bed, I'd just get up to read or else write in my journal for a couple of hours, then try and sleep on the couch.
It was a milestone of recovery when I could sleep thru the night. Too bad, I had not discovered OCF the first time around. When the cancer came back, and the difficulty in sleeping returned (this time from choking on mucous), at least I could post on OCF those pre dawn hours.
You can do this, we all have and there's no reason why you won't also. Still it is so hard, but trust us, it does pass.
charm