Angelia,

I've shared this once before, however I don't do it often as I have a reputation to uphold and I can't have people questioning my badassness.

Before cancer I was this athletic, muscular guy that enjoyed wrestling/grappling, kajukenbo, boxing etc...and in these sports you have to develop an increased mental fortitude to block out pain and push through exhaustion to be successful. Even through all of my bravado and the mental image of myself, I still sat at the end of my bed crying because i didn't want to finish my last week of radiaiton and final round of chemo.

Dear, it's natural to feel this way, trust me when I say that you can get through it. One day, one treatment, one breath at a time.

Keep your head in the game, you can do this.

Eric