Glad there aren't too many Jeannas!! 2 Donna's in a row, well that's a lot!! You know, I feel sorry for any of these kids to a degree, but they make me so mad as well. They won't know what they have missed out on until it is too late. Doesn't mean I don't want to smack them & knock some sense into them....fear, as I've mentioned to David, is the real killer here.....in more ways than one. Fear causes stresss, which can cause cancer cells to keep growing. Please read Louise Hays 'you can heal your life'. It has saved mine in the past. Just believe, and want ot get rid of this s^%#t. Rod's kids wouldn't even watch the news on TV or read a newspaper to see what is going on in the world. I know that I could be hit by a bus tomorrow and die. That doesn't stop me thinking about Rod's funeral because death is in our faces. When and if it comes to that,and I survive him, I swear I will not breathe 1 solitary word to them. that is how I feel about them. I wish they didn't exist. Dispise is a big strong word, and I'll only use it against his kids. Sorry if I've upset or offended anyone, not my intention.
Jeanna Wife/Carer of Rod, 56, Dx 5/3/09, SCC Oropharnyx T4 N2, End Tx 28th 07/09, 7wks Rad, 3 Cisplatin, primary tonsil, 4cm Lymph right of neck, 1cm left, in jaw & soft palate & base of tongue. Peg 06/09. CT & PET scans 02/11 - NED. Dentures 20/09/11, PEG out 28/10/11.
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