I have been gone for a week. When I returned, I was busy reading all the new posts. Sone, I want to encourage you that you can do it. I have not had to do radiation yet, but possibly someday I will. I know that I will be coming back to this site for the encouragement and the push to continue on. You are very brave, and so is everyone on here who as gone through it. I just hope I am as brave as you all. This cancer stuff us nasty and so is the treatment for it, but necessary for life. I will be praying for you.