Hi Sone,
It is so great to feel the different tone in your posts. I'm just so happy you found this site and even more happy you found a doctor to help you with the pain. It's easy to understand why you felt the way you did last week, the pain sounds like it was so awful.
You are on your way to the end of treatment and towards the healing and lobster bisque!! Then, when someone new comes to the site you will be there to offer support and help cheer them on. See how great it is?!?!
I am sincerly thrilled that you went back to treatment and are giving it all you got...good for you!!! By the way, I sent you a personal message. Did you get it? If you see a blinking envelope nexy to "my stuff" someone sent you one:) No worries about a reply, just wanted you to know.
So, tell us about your children. We like to share in each others happiness and fun things too.