None of us who have cancer think we go through this by ourselves. You ARE going through it and in lots of ways it is far harder on the caregiver than on us. One day a good friend came into the Radiation room to see how they put the mask on, and what the whole process was like. She told me afterwards that she went back to the waiting room and cried and cried. It was hard for her to see me on the radiation table. It wasn't that difficult for me to go through the treatment.

Do not EVER feel badly for posting your honest feelings. Those feelings are shared by other caregivers and remind us who have or have had cancer what the caregivers go through.

Glad the news today was encouraging. One day at a time. We are here for you.

Donna