Angie
let's not sugar coat this. the answer is YES, this is it and IT SUCKS. Let yourself be angry, CRY to yourself. I stayed "tough" the whole first time round but recurrence is a total bitch. Hope is all there is left

65 yr Old Frack
Stage IV BOT T3N2M0 HPV 16+
2007:72GY IMRT(40) 8 ERBITUX No PEG
2008:CANCER BACK Salvage Surgery
25GY-CyberKnife(5) 3 Carboplatin
Apaghia /G button
2012: CANCER BACK -left tonsilar fossa
40GY-CyberKnife(5) 3 Carboplatin
Passed away 4-29-13