OHHH....sorry about that. Thought you had started rad and wanted to check how you did with the mask. Was hoping you were doing good.

Its an easy trap to get into feeling sorry for yourself. Every once in a while I do it too. I find that as time goes on and I think about how fortunate I am in life, the less I dwell on anything bad. Cancer has given me a different outlook on life. I havent had the 'why me' syndrome, mine was always whats next, lets fix it.

If you dont start tx til the 28th you probably have alot of free time on your hands and that can let your mind wander. Remember, you have your OCF family to cheer you up, we are right here to help guide you thru this.


Christine
SCC 6/15/07 L chk & by L molar both Stag I, age44
2x cispltn-35 IMRT end 9/27/07
-65 lbs in 2 mo, no caregvr
Clear PET 1/08
4/4/08 recur L chk Stag I
surg 4/16/08 clr marg
215 HBO dives
3/09 teeth out, trismus
7/2/09 recur, Stg IV
8/24/09 trach, ND, mandiblctmy
3wks medicly inducd coma
2 mo xtended hospital stay, ICU & burn unit
PICC line IV antibx 8 mo
10/4/10, 2/14/11 reconst surg
OC 3x in 3 years
very happy to be alive smile