Getting some help is NOT an admission of weakness. You have been in a long and devastating battle. If you weren't showing signs of wear-you wouldn't be normal. Please let the good people at hospice help you. Rob did fight valiently with you right by his side. Wereas he is at peace-you are still fighting. Please take care of yourself now and with the "lid lifted off your grief" let it go. You can still be there to fight for awareness but you must also fight for yourself and your peace of mind.

God bless you,
Sue

cg to husband, 48 Stage 1V head and neck SCC. First surgery 9/07. Radiation and several rounds of chemo followed. Mets to chest and lungs. "Life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass, it's about learning to dance in the rain." Went home to God on February 22, 2009.