Shar, that was beautiful! and I needed to hear that. I know my husband cares deeply for me and this had been an awful time for him and our family. I think it is a male thing though. Most of the CG are women and it is indeed a sisterhood. I thank each and every one of them for sharing their expierences as it help each one of us to cope each day and the sun comes up weather we want it to or not. Praying for good results for you. LJ