Hi peoples.
I phoned the Pallitive Care and asked for referal to a councilor today.
My daughter-in-law watched Alan so I got to go and deal with a client's payroll issues. She is going to watch Alan tomorrow AM as well.
Alan is angry tonight as he feels that Taylore threw aout his carefully prepared supper and cooked a totoally different mealwhile we were napping. He hadn't, she didn'tthrow anything out. She asked if she could cook and I gratefully accepted. I told him I said she could cook so he is angry with me.
Alan was a wonderful cook. I miss his meals. I hadn't cooked in almost 20 yrs when this started again. He took care of the household, I worked 60 hrs a week and rested otherwise. Relearning all the household stuff and takeing care of him has been an adventure. I knew I was spoiled rotten and I miss it. I guess the worst thing is I miss his personality that this Cancer is robbing from us.
He is still at 175 mmg fentanol patches and the hydromorphine breakthroughs are only three times a day. We are blessed.
Hugs to everyone. Marlene