DIANE

THANKS FOR THE REPLY, AS FOR MY MEMORIES I DO HAVE ALOT AND GRATEFUL FOR THEM AND AS WELL I DO HAVE A 10 YEAR OLD SON WHOM I LOVE WITH ALL MY HEART, WHICH HE DIDN'T GET TO KNOW HIS GRANDFATHER LIKE HE SHOULD HAVE AND HE HAS NO OTHERS. BUT SINCE MY FATHER DIED I FEEL LIKE A PART OF ME HAS SHUT DOWN AND I CAN'T FEEL LOVE, OR HAPPY I JUST GO THROUGH THE DAYS LIKE IM IN A DAZE AND WONDER WHEN AM I GOING TO WAKE UP FROM THIS NIGHTMARE?

KELLY