Oh Kelly,
I was so sorry to read of your loss and how much you have been through. I am glad that you realize that you need counseling. It will help you deal with the pain of the loss of your dad and also your anger. It is normal to feel these things, Hon, they are honest emotions. Closure will come when it is time. You can't rush it. First you must be emotionally ready.

I lost both my parents when I was young and it took a long time to recover. Do you have a church where you feel comfortable? My faith helped me. Otherwise I would suggest a family health clinic.

You took a great big step, Kelly, by coming here and telling your story. You are a strong person and eventually you will find peace.

I will be praying for you and
God bless
Judy U