Try to find some sort of "neutral" position so that you'll make it until tomorrow's appointment. You can relax now....You've got somebody knowledgeable scheduled to look at all of this TOMORROW...so you don't have to do anything more...You can't see it, and you can't know what's going on. Get really busy, and tomorrow will be here, whether you worry yourself sick over it or not. It will come, and you will be at that doctor's office before you know it. Let him take charge.....today. (I am saying this with a smile, but it doesn't sound like it. I am saying it only because we ALL have been where you are, and it is a helpless feeling, not to be in control. We know!)

Colleen--T-2N0M0 SCC dx'd 12/28/05...Hemi-maxillectomy, partial palatectomy, neck dissection 1/4/06....clear margins, neg. nodes....no radiation, no chemo....Cancer-free at 4 years!