DEar Dragon, Boy, have you been through a rough time ! And at an age when you should be out having a ball. You sure have had to grow up fast. I think you can get some of that "playing" in later cause you sure deserve it. On the other hand, the challanges of adult life will perhaps not be so hard for you, because you have proved to yourself that you can handle what ever is handed to you. I hope you are very proud of yourself right now. I am proud to know you. Amy in the Ozarks