Well its been a horrible week. Im freaking out with it all.

Got back to the UK, rang the hospital to see if i could get an earlier appointment with a possible cancelation but nothing available. So i will have to wait until the 15th march.

I have had terrible symptoms all week. A headache, ear-ache and pain in my cheek all continuous. Every few hours i seem to get a numb nose then it subsides before its back. Every morning i wake up its numb for a good 30 minutes. My right nostril is now permanently blocked and i have streaks of blood in my mucus when i blow it. I have also had toothache right underneath where im getting the cheek pain. I also think the lump on my hard palate has grown more.

Im really worried by these symptoms now as they seem to be getting worse each day. I have a really bad feeling about it all and my head feels like it will explode with all the pressure. If this is cancer it means its very advanced so what chance will i have.

I see a maxillofacial dentist at the hospital on friday morning (ordered by my dentist) and then i see the ENT next wednesday (ordered by my GP for my nasal problems)

Does anyone know if the maxillofacial dept will just check my mouth or will they be able to check my nose too? I dont know how much more i can take. I really want to know whats happening up there but am im also so scared of what they will tell me.

I cant believe all this is happening to me, im only 46.