I understand how anxious you are, but it's not helping you to stay positive. The more you focus on what is wrong, the more things seem to be wrong. Have you considered doing some relaxation exercises to help you relax? There are lots of videos on YouTube that you can follow for relaxation. There are just a few more days to go before you return home. Relaxing until you get home may be the best way to cope.


Gloria
She stood in the storm, and when the wind did not blow her way, she adjusted her sails... Elizabeth Edwards

Wife to John,dx 10/2012, BOT, HPV+, T3N2MO, RAD 70 gy,Cisplatinx2 , PEG in Dec 6, 2012, dx dvt in both legs after second chemo session, Apr 03/13 NED, July 2013 met to lungs, Phase 1 immunotherapy trial Jan 18/14 to July/14. Taxol/carboplatin July/14. Esophagus re-opened Oct 14. PEG out April 8, 2015. Phase 2 trial of Selinexor April to July 2015. At peace Jan 15, 2016.