Jade
It sounds like your doctor is not the doctor for you. I am in uk also and use nhs services. Sometimes we dont realise what our rights are as patients but i want you to know that you are able to request to see another doctor and no one can tell you that you cant. We are very fortunate for this. If your really unhappy you can even attend another practice. Please get yourself a doctor that listens to you as you are clearly frightened and that a horrible place to be. I suffer from terrible health anxiety since a year ago and i finally have a doctor that listens to everything. She treated me for anxiety whilst checking my concerns regarding physical health where necessary and she used to get me to write a list to go through with her so that no questions would be left unanswered. There are some amazing doctors that will do this for you and i dont know where id be without her this last year. Some doctors have just looked at me like im a nutcase and rushed me out the door. Try another doctor until you meet one that you can build a good relationship with at it is so important.
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