Thank you.

I know getting it tested is the best thing that I can do right now, but at the same time I'm hesitant to do so as I'm so scared I'll get the results back I do not want. It's like some part of my mind is telling me to ignore it and it'll go away and if I don't get it tested and no one tells me it's cancer then but obviously can't be. But I know that is an incredibly stupid mindset, as it very well can be cancer and not getting the proper tests and essentialy treatment if it is cancer would quite literally be a death sentence.