Jade

I am awaiting biopsy results, its been a terrible two weeks but i guess at least they are checking. The maxillosurgeon i saw said it doesnt look suspicious but as i am 31 with a four year old i have been imagining the worst and how i would deal with it. My life has always been tragically eventful and i think its that i feel i just cant take anymore. And when i quit smoking for two years i used to crunch those stupid nicotine lozenges around my mouth and have been paranoid about that as i used them for two years and had canker sores and a terrible stomach. That all cleared up but since then i have panicked about it. My scare is an ulcer on floor of mouth under tongue been there i think for about two months. And i have since the biopsy noticed a small spot in gum jawline. Have been losing sleep crying reading everything under the sun. This site is full of the most admirable and brave people, i am amazed and its so good to be able to share concerns but so brave that people who are suffering from oc are reaching out to others. The biopsy was painless and healing is good. Btw i paid two hundred pounds to see the consultant who kindly put me back through the nhs system for the biopsy. Local doc suggested a stone and gp said just an ulcer but the surgeon deals with this all the time and gets right n the case, might even be able to rest your mind a bit good luck. I hope i get some good results tomorrow xxxxx