So I consider myself a pretty tough cookie, having been through a lot in my 38 years. Right now it hurts to swallow and I have mouth sores on my tongue and on the inside of my bottom lip. I did not have radiation yesterday or today due to the hurricane (I am being treated in NYC). I know you guys have been through this and much much worse, but I just do not know how I am going to get through the next 5 weeks & the 2 weeks after. Already I am in pain. I have magic mouthwash and I am using the manuka honey. Hoping I can go in for treatment tomorrow and maybe get some additional meds. Sorry to complain on here, just need a boost form those who have gone through this, thanks so much.

Stage 1 tongue carcinoma in 1999 and again in 2001, removed surgically. Stage II tongue carcinoma in 2012, surgery, neck dissection, flap from forearm, trach (removed in hospital before leaving). Finished 30 rad tx on 11/28/12.

Jessica, age 38