Hugs back to you, Wanda.  Thank you for your post.  It's from the heart.  Sometimes I wonder if I'd be strong enough to be a caregiver.  You are amazing people, going through the journey by our side and not fleeing or giving up.  It takes an exceptional person to be a caregiver.  I am grateful to have the wonderful husband, family, and friends.  I would be nowhere without them by my side.