Thank you Eric. Sorry to sound so desperate, but I am. I just want to be "normal" again. Even though that is not possible - still going every Friday for my Taxol treatment....Medical marijuana is not legal in CT. Shame.

A former wrestler - how exciting! I live in Stamford, CT where WWE is based. I see the guys all the time at the mall, etc.

Thank you again for your understanding and response. I truly appreciate it.