Here is the problem with finding a new doctor, I'm in the public county system. No Health Insurance. My doctors were residents at MDA, and the team is them, their residents here at LBJ/ENT and MDA tumor board. I definately want quality of life, this is a very uncomfortable hospital and don't want to just be their lab rat for aLl the students to come see. I don't want to keep getting cut up like a pig, I am so swollen and burning right now. Never thought I would say this but I hope chemo and radiation is the answer. I bounced back quickly from that last time as most remember and have the PEG in place already. Someone give me some ideas on good high calorie supplements I can use, Christine, Eric? I'm going to use the shit out of my vaporizer to stay hungry and pain free! Get bent cancer!