I totally get the feeling it's like waiting for the other shoe to drop! I know at some point you just want to relax and forget about it. I'm sorry about the dysplasia - I'm glad it's not cancer though! Hugs to you pea one! Try not to cry - I know it's upsetting and scary - we all have those days! But we're all here for you when you need to vent. Take care!

Cheryl : Irritation - 2004 BX: 6/2008 : Inflam. BX: 12/10, DX: 12/10 : SCC - LS tongue well dif. T2N1M0. 2/11 hemigloss + recon. : PND - 40 nodes - 39 clear. 3/11 - 5/11 IMRT 33 + cis x2, PEG 3/28/11 - 5/19/11 3 head, 2 chest scans - clear(fingers crossed) HPV-, No smoke, drink, or drugs, Vegan