My friend Julieann, please try your very best to keep yourself busy and keep your mind active so it doesnt keep playing the 'what if' trick on you. I know how scared you are but you just cant be sick!!!! Listen to Brian, he is one of the smartest people Ive ever known. You dont know what it is at this point but you will get to the bottom of it.

(((HUGS))) and prayers to you!!!!

Christine
SCC 6/15/07 L chk & by L molar both Stag I, age44
2x cispltn-35 IMRT end 9/27/07
-65 lbs in 2 mo, no caregvr
Clear PET 1/08
4/4/08 recur L chk Stag I
surg 4/16/08 clr marg
215 HBO dives
3/09 teeth out, trismus
7/2/09 recur, Stg IV
8/24/09 trach, ND, mandiblctmy
3wks medicly inducd coma
2 mo xtended hospital stay, ICU & burn unit
PICC line IV antibx 8 mo
10/4/10, 2/14/11 reconst surg
OC 3x in 3 years
very happy to be alive smile