yeah... i have never felt so in need yesterday was brutal. I have moved past it... I am a take action type of person I guess. I managed after much emotional trauma to get what I wanted - which really was just a qualified person to look at it. So I am ok. But realistically... it shouldn't be this hard.

Thanks everyone... you all make me laugh when I am duly stressed... laughter is the best medicine! And people I love brownies.

Cheryl : Irritation - 2004 BX: 6/2008 : Inflam. BX: 12/10, DX: 12/10 : SCC - LS tongue well dif. T2N1M0. 2/11 hemigloss + recon. : PND - 40 nodes - 39 clear. 3/11 - 5/11 IMRT 33 + cis x2, PEG 3/28/11 - 5/19/11 3 head, 2 chest scans - clear(fingers crossed) HPV-, No smoke, drink, or drugs, Vegan