EEK! Indeed, if you weren't paranoid you would probably not be from this planet. I fainted when the ENT gave me the intial Dx. Fear comes with the territory. As Eric recommended, there is some great chemical help for that. I personally took Zanax all throughout treatment for anxiety.

It'll get better though, I don't think about cancer all of the time anymore.


Gary Allsebrook
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Dx 11/22/02, SCC, 6 x 3 cm Polypoid tumor, rt tonsil, Stage III/IVA, T3N0M0 G1/2
Tx 1/28/03 - 3/19/03, Cisplatin ct x2, IMRT, bilateral, with boost, x35(69.96Gy)
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"You are a mist that appears for a little while and then vanishes" (James 4:14 NIV)