Hi and welcome to OCF from a fellow Aussie Liza,
I am glad to see you found your way here and once you get to know us you will find we are not scary at all wink
There is nothing wrong or even unusual about the fear and worry you are experiencing and waiting for test results is just the pits! How long do you have to wait?
When you get a chance just add a signature so people here can see that summary every time you post and this helps with replies.
Got to MY STUFF, PROFILE, scroll right down to the bottom and add it where you see
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You can cut and paste mine or someone elses and edit it to fit your profile if you like.
Thinking of you and wishing a clear result from your tests but in the meantime come here for any questions you have.
Gabriele

History Leukoplakia bx 8/2006 SCC floor mouth T3N0M0- Verrucous Carcinoma.
14 hour 0p SCC-Right ND/excision/marginal mandibulectomy 9/2006, 4 teeth removed, flap from wrist, trach-ng 6 days- no chemo/rad.
6 ops and debulking (flap/tongue join) + bx's 2006-2012.
bx Jan 2012 Hyperkeratosis-Epithelial Dysplasia
24cm GIST tumour removed 8/2013. Indefinite Oral Chemo.

1/31/16 passed away peacefully surrounded by family