I am so sorry that the news was not good Liza.
Words you will see here often are �one step at a time� and �breathe�.
Now you need to see what the tests on Friday show.
You are already getting good advice from people who have been through this and are here to support you now.
As per my PM if you want I am happy to chat. As time goes by you need to come here often and lean on your OCF family.
Gabriele

History Leukoplakia bx 8/2006 SCC floor mouth T3N0M0- Verrucous Carcinoma.
14 hour 0p SCC-Right ND/excision/marginal mandibulectomy 9/2006, 4 teeth removed, flap from wrist, trach-ng 6 days- no chemo/rad.
6 ops and debulking (flap/tongue join) + bx's 2006-2012.
bx Jan 2012 Hyperkeratosis-Epithelial Dysplasia
24cm GIST tumour removed 8/2013. Indefinite Oral Chemo.

1/31/16 passed away peacefully surrounded by family