Seth, that has to be a terrible feeling even if it's a false one. Minds can do funny things to us. I never had that but lost about 1 1/2 yrs of memeory and it hasn't come back. This memory is prior to the syrgery. Good luck and get your mind busy on other things. Got ya in my prayers.

Since posting this. UPMC, Pittsburgh, Oct 2011 until Jan. I averaged about 2 to 3 surgeries a week there. w Can't have jaw made as bone is deteroriating steaily that is left in jaw. Mersa is to blame. Feeding tube . Had trach for 4mos. Got it out April.
--- Passed away 5/14/14, will be greatly missed by everyone here