This shows the power of words which i realised when my doctor told me i had cancer,i went on my own and my partner went to work,the doctor saw the look on my face and said she would ring my partner and i said no i'm fine i wasn't it felt like someone had reached in and pulled my insides out it was a very hollow feeling and mentally it felt dreamlike i must've been in shock keeping this in mind i didn't tell my partner i said it was inconclusive because i coudn't do to her what my doctor did to me.She found out a week later from the ENT doctor three of them the look on her face was enough to destroy me and to this day i feel i did the right thing so it is a battle alright with ourselves to keep ourselves present from the start to the finish. Much love and peace to everyone.



2yr survivor
throat cancer
so far so good