Paula- What a tough day. I can only imagine was you are going through and enduring. Stopping treatments doesn't mean that you are giving in or giving up.
It must be an incredibly difficult choice to make... I'm so sorry.. know that we are all thinking of you and sending you love. Try your very best to enjoy the time you have together. That is the most important thing.

hugs and hugs and hugs. I wish there were more owrds of comfort or a solution to this