Hello Shar, I agree with everything above and then some. You have to come first right now. Try to find some support anywhere. A friend, family member, your counselor. I think separating from a negative atmoshpere would do you good. You have so much going on right now. You need to find somewhere where you can rest and heal. I know that people around you can want so much from you- it's like you're not allowed to be sick or anything. They are just scared, but at the same time that can't be your problem right now. I hope things start to sort out, and you can get on with your treatment and positive wellbeing.