Shar: Is there a family member would could either take your kids for a little while, or could actually come in and help you out? This situation is (should be) about YOU, and YOU only!

After getting someone to help out with your kids, go check in to a battered women's shelter, if you must, to get OUT of this desperate setting! Go to the ER and tell them you're suicidal; I promise someone will help you! Just DO SOMETHING!

DO post and let us know what is going on...WE ALL CARE about you!

Lois

CG to 77 y/o hubby;SCC Alveolar Ridge; Wake Forest Baptist Hosp surgery: 07/19/07; bi mod radical resection/jaw replacement;
T2 N2-B M0 Stage IV-A
28 IMRT +
6 Paclitaxel/Carboplatin
Getting stronger every day!