Sharlee,

Ditto, Ditto and Ditto!! All the above is, at this point, essential for your well being.
You need some assistance and the Hospital can steer you in the right direction. Don't wait...your focus should be on you.
Your husband should also talk to someone he seems to have his own issues.
e-mail me anytime.
I hope everything starts to improve, my prayers are for you right now. Don't ever give up!!

Take care of you!!
Mike