Wendy, welcome. everyone has given you excellent advice. I will be praying for you. I know that what you are going through is scary as we have all been there. Come and vent anytime you want and share how youa re feeling. I know I love being able to come and vent and know that I will not be judged for beeing scared or nervous because of a new pain or symptom. I am glad you found us, but sorry that you had to find us.