John - your rads start date will be my rads end date. I surely will be thinking of you. I understand the paranoid thoughts. Daily, sometimes min by min or second by second, I have to take my thoughts captative and live in the moment. Even if the moment is not great...I just don't want to jump ahead to any paranoid thoughts. Best wishes.....

Nancy (53 at dx)
Metastatic SCC. Stage III. HPV positive with occult primary. N1, no ecs
7/1/11 - L-Selective neck dissection. Tonsillectomy. All clean. No rad, no chemo.
5/29/13 - Found primary
7/3/13 - TORS
7/8/13 - Emergency Surgery/Blood vessel burst in throat
8/9/13 - Peg in
9/3/13 - Radiation starts 30 IMRT, 60gy BOT, 56gy both sides of neck
10/14/13 - Radiation ended!
11/12/13 - PEG out!