Living in the moment is good, Barb - and hang on to all the bright spots or whatever help that comes along - Zoloft, helpful co-workers and definitely your husband's confidence in beating this thing! I'm also a fan of Scarlett's "I'll just think about that tomorrow" but I have to watch it because for me, it tends to turn into "Never do today what can be put off till tomorrow". Anyway, don't put off taking care of yourself, too and let us know what's happening.