I guess my problem is whenever I feel something I think "oh no..it's back" I try to reel myself back to reality and remember my last appointment in June where the doc said "all looks good" but....after my last surgery, it was severe dysplasia on right tongue and moderate dysplasia on my left cheek. Am I just supposed to live with this? How do I know when it's changing to cancer? In my experience when I have more pain that's when we do surgery.