 Administrator, Director of Patient Support Services Patient Advocate (old timer, 2000 posts)
Joined: Jun 2007 Posts: 10,507 Likes: 7 |
David
Dont worry about posting your feelings here. We have all thoguht those things too. I had always been so afraid of a recurrance that I would not ever dare read anythign about it. It didnt stop me from having one. We are all in this together and understand better than anyone how you feel. Dispair can get to you sometimes when you think too much. Keep your chin up, you have come a long long way and have lots to be proud of. Vent all you want, we are here to listen and support each other.
ChristineSCC 6/15/07 L chk & by L molar both Stag I, age44 2x cispltn-35 IMRT end 9/27/07 -65 lbs in 2 mo, no caregvr Clear PET 1/08 4/4/08 recur L chk Stag I surg 4/16/08 clr marg 215 HBO dives 3/09 teeth out, trismus 7/2/09 recur, Stg IV 8/24/09 trach, ND, mandiblctmy 3wks medicly inducd coma 2 mo xtended hospital stay, ICU & burn unit PICC line IV antibx 8 mo 10/4/10, 2/14/11 reconst surg OC 3x in 3 years very happy to be alive  | 
