Thanks Christine and Cheryl. I was thinking about it after I wrote that post and thought that was kind of a stupid thing to say. Yes there have been times when I thought I just won't do that again but I know that if I have to I will. And everybody here knows how scary that prospect is. But I don't want anyone to think that I'm going to give up. I won't.

David R. 65 yr old male non-smoker, light drinker, stage 3 or 4, depending on which doc you ask, scc rt. tonsil, 2 nodes, 7 weeks radiation and chemo. No surgery. Teatment ended 3/20/08. PET scan 8/08 showed no cancer.
And now, as of oct, 2010, caregiver to wife, Linda, with breast cancer.
May, 2013, Linda diagnosed with stage 3 ovarian cancer. Enuf already.