Bill,

I wish I could help, but anything I could say would involve common sense, and phobias, as we all know, don't respond to common sense, and it sounds like that's what you have. I hope someone else here who had the same problem can help get you through it, because your life depends on it. You absolutely must find a way to conquer this fear in order to conquer the cancer.

I'll be pulling for you. You can do this.

Lani