Wow that is good news and thanxs. That helps me a lot I am slowly thinking as information is sinking in that I can do this one step at a time feel like I am riding a unicycle and am still very shaky on the whole think and I know I won't know all the answers until I am in the moment. It seems it doesn't matter how prepared someone is you can never be prepared enough. I am just concerned cause I already live with chronic pain and sometimes this just seems to add to it. I am also concerned about the eating cause I am diabetic and the lows are very scary especially if I can't eat!! I won't keep you just wanted to say thanks....

Dianne