How very odd that one year on, this forum is keeping me sane again.Answering Pms keeping up with everyone on the boards and now the new face book site makes the time fly by.Going to work in the hospice yesterday was great,and my boss gave me a job to do that took my mind of things totally,as i collated results from a survey we had done,that needed turning into a statistical analysis.it wa 4pm before i realised,and when i got home i was exhausted.After checking in here and also checking the police,radio and television sotes i was ready for my bed.Pauls estranged wife rung and told me the police have moved their search down to cornwall ,and are searching a village that robin and his family went to every year for their holidays just in case paul hitched a ride down there.
We are expecting the news to hit the media big time today,and all the local shopkeepers in the village have posters and pictures in their windows.Pauls step daughter has formed a group on face book appealing for any sitings,and as of 4 am this morning 284 people have joined.Like robin,Paul has lived in Headley all his life and the support from friends and extended family is phenomenal.

to all of you ,my very special family,thank you so much for allowing me to use this board to unload again your messages are keeping me in once piece yet again.

malka your prayers are much appreciated.

David as a year ago your gentle hand slap makes me smile and pulls me up.

Bill i sent you a short e-mail on tuesday just to say i will write soon.

nelie you have enough on your own plate so your thoughts are especially gratefully received

paula,sue,joy,neomi and all who have pm'd me,cheers girls,you are doing great.

Helen i wish bren was here!!!!

i am going to check the media and police sites again,and the i will get ready to go to the hospice

much love to you all

liz