First of all, thank you all from the bottom of my heart. Your words mean so much to me because you all know, to some extent, the situation I am in. Miss Kate your words gave me piece of mind. Your right EZJim she has a way with words. Cookey, you were the first person I spoke to on the other site and you guided me to this site. Thank you for offering an ear or two . Nelie you made me think of something I had never thought of. When people ask me about my brother, I hate to relive all the horrible moments of dispair and anger. I just feel like I need someone to listen like you all have. I never thought that this must be how my brother feels at times. I will turn to my church. I pray every Sunday to give him and my mother the strength he needs to fight this. I do need some support because lately I do not want to visit him becasue it pains me so much to see him angry and scared and my mother terrified and worried. I am all they have and I need to step up and be strong myself. Thank you all for your support. You are all in my prayers.